• see : an unsuccessful marriage
  • ill: sadness, worries in your family
  • dead: failures in undertakings
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  1. I dreamt that I was with my closest friend. In my dream I had niggling feeling that I must call my boyfriend whom I had started dating soon after my divorce. We had met through my closest friend. She kept talking about all sorts of things and I kept on wanting to interrupt her to say I must call Paul. I was a bit confused because I couldn’t remember why I hadn’t been in contact with him for such a long time. I was getting edgy because I didn’t have a chance to call him and time was passing by. Eventually we ended up at his sister’s place and I still hadn’t called him. His mom was dressed in a jade green evening gown looking very glamorous and then I went to where his sister was and she too was dressed up in glitzy jeans and an open backed top. She was excited as she was going for a promising interview. There were 2 children I didn’t know. The girl greeted me but the boy seemed oddly reserved.
    The emotional aspect of the dream was frustration at not being able to contact Paul and confusion as to why I had left it for so long.
    When I awoke after I got my bearings. It was obvious why I hadn’t been in contact with Paul. He had passed away. When I met him he was in remission from non Hodgkins lymphoma, but it had come back and he passed away 15 weeks of it being confirmed that the cancer was back.

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